February 2011
oh my god you are not the only person in the world with problems.
some people really need to get off their high horse.
they delayed classes tomorrow.
therefore OH FUCK NEVERMIND I DO STILL HAVE CLASS OH I AM PISSED.
I really don’t want to go to speech. I think I have homework I didn’t do.
Whoopsies.
god please let them fully cancel all classes.
i really don’t want to go to speech
you know it’s really frustrating when you’re upset when they don’t find anything or any reason why you’re sick. and it’s terrifying knowing that there could be something wrong.
it’s a lose, lose situation.
ugh i have this really great idea for a story, i just dont know how to write it, or what to make the climax. it’s really upsetting me.
i have to call a neurologist tomorrow, a new one who isn’t three hours away, and schedule an appointment asap which is all making me nervous.
i hate everyone.
i just want some comfort but i dont know where any is to be found.
call mom because your homesick, tired, dont feel well, and scared.
talk for five minutes about weather.
hang up.
i need a hug.
I am literally so upset right now I don’t even know what to do about it.
even if you know I’m going to say no when you invite me, it’d be nice if you ever fucking invited me anywhere.
god, literally everyone I know except for angie, is such a complete asshole.
i dont feel good. i want to go home.
I’ve been so sick for so long sometimes I feel like my life just revolves around the next big illness. I’ve spent the last four years constantly in and out of doctors offices. detox, re-assimilate. tests, blood work, MRI’s, VEP’s, every letter of the alphabet. mood swings with my health.
sometime I just feel like a broken toy.
ohh my mom is pissed as hell I didn’t tell her about my arm shaking sooner. I guess since I’m so used to having extreme medical symptoms I tend to blow things off. anyways, if it gets any worse we’re going to find a neurologist down here, or I’m going to go home for a weekend.
the thing that is unsettling to me is that all my MRI’s and other tests came back normal....
“This is the story of America. Everybody’s doing what they think they’re supposed...”
– Jack Kerouac, On The Road (via ontheroadquotes)
today in ethics we were talking about the whole taco bell thing.
and I was like “listen. taco bell is delicious, and really ridiculously cheap. I don’t care what’s in it as long as they don’t tell me and give me extra nacho cheese for free.”
:|
i want mostly everyone dead :)
January 2011
my left arm is really shaky lately. maybe I should see my neurologist when I go home in march
i feel really out of my comfort zone lately.
i want to go home.
i want a hug.
i don’t want to get up and take a psych test at 8:30 in the morning.
“I’ve met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall...”
– Fight Club (via jammerific)
jesus our friend omar was up here and we were talking about what would happen if they re-enstated the draft.
“if they re-enstate the draft I’m moving to Vancouver and having an anchor baby.”
“We need to teach our kids that it’s not just the winner of the Super Bowl who...”
– Barack Obama (via passthemike)
I’m in one of those tired, cold, weird moods where I just curl up and watch tv on my laptop all day. fun stuff
why is everyone freaking out about tumblr getting “found” then everyone else is freaking at them for being stupid.
listen here everyone.
shut up.
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hanging out in angies room until we go get perkins later.
everything is swell I suppose.
:]
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“Like cubic zirconia, I only look real. I’m an imposter. The fact is, I am not...”
– Augusten Burroughs (via hazelweatherfield)
Ohhh Angie and I saw The Green Hornet and True Grit.
Green hornet had a poor plot, but it was really fun to watch and I am in love with Kato?
and true grit was just really good. We’re going to go watch movies and nerd!
Ohh today angie and I have a brodate and sleep over I am stoked as hell.